Desperate for change.

now playing: Until the Day I Die by Story of the Year.

I'm desperate for a change. I want to do something that will change my life, and others' too. I want to make an impact - something that will please and fulfil people. I'm already bored with the same old working pace. I know I just sound lazy, but if I could play my guitar for the rest of my life and live comfortably, I would. Just live off music for good, sing my heart out no matter how badly I sound.

I like to think there's a little musician inside of me that is desperate to break free and just say "fuck you" to the world.

She prays for answers

An inkling of an image into the future

To plan ahead and play safe

But it's not what she wants

Truly

She would shine brighter than the sun

Leaving trails where she had come from

Never forgetting her roots, but letting them grow

Twining and holding the hearts of loved ones

Billie the Beauty.

now playing: The Club is Alive by JLS.

Bad song, I know. I just like a good beat sometimes! It's better that watching the documentary about brainwashing that my mum is fixing her concentration on right now. And I'm just in love with my iPod. I don't know where I'd be without any music and it's devices. I would lead a pretty dull life. The powerful lyrics of Billie Joe Armstrong and his men are just enough to keep me going in life and give me the courage to give the world and "Eff you" every once in a while. That man is a genius, an inspiration. He definitely deserves the name of Rock God of the 21st Century. Plus he is quite the fitty. The simple chords that he can put together to form the most catchy, most heart satisfying melodies are the work of a pure angel :)

You may also notice from the pic that I had my fringe cut for £1. Can't say they did a bad job.